Ok, so after weeks and weeks of my busy life and the constant hounding of my wonderful loving wife, Here I am making my first post. So , where to begin, not sure so Ill just start with how I feel todayand how I got to this point. Not long after moving to Nashvegas, I met Allison through coaching at Let It Shine gymnastics. She was the first girl who didnt fall for my "charm" because she had plans with another guy the night I asked her out. Well, i forgot about her after that but also respected the character that she showed in following through with her word and date with the other guy. The next thing I know she is moving back to Nashville from Knoxville Tn. She was also looking for a place to live. Well, I had a roomy and she needed a place so we all figured why not get the best bang for all of our buck and get a house. So, after moving in together as three young friends all with the same interests and background, the rest is kinda history, I fell in love with Al and here we are Married and O wait yea thats right with a Little One on the way.
So, Al thinks im not to excited because I have always had a way of not showing my ecitement about things, guess thats just how I am. However, I can express that through the blog and let her know that I am so very excited about being a Dad! I love kids and have always wanted a family, and now look at where I am headed. Very scared, worried, stressed, excited, and impatient as well. In other words the emotions I have gone through with life the last 6 months have been a complete roller coaster ride.
So, now on to where I am now, I am very excited, the hardest part has been adjusting to her tiredness, mood swings, and o yea the weird cravings. I love the "glow" that she has around her all the time, she has embraced this wonderful time in our life and I have done as good as I feel I can to comfort her have patience with her and be there for her as much as she needs.
I know that my mom always tells me that God would not put something in your life without also giving you all of the tools needed to be able to handle it. I am going to put all of my faith in Gods hands with the future and continue to pray that he will guide us through life and bless us with our new and upcoming family. On that note, I am going through a tough time right now with my job, and us also trying to get approved to buy a house. I dont break down much as men are not supposed to do, however, I have experienced new stresses lately that I have never gone through before and some of them I have no Idea how to cope with nor how to step up to and that being said, I do reach out for all of your prayers as well while Al and I go through this difficult and stressful time with my job and the house situation, and even though its hard I know there are supposed to be bumps in the road and even though this bump seems to feel more like a mountain, I know some how with prayers and God willing we will make it through and What better motivation that to think that before I know it I am going to have another blessing in my life that is well worth fighting and living for.
Al, I love you my dear and you are my miracle in life when I didnt know how to continue living, So always know that and remember that I love you with all of my heart and will be here no matter what as I know you will too!
P.S. Hearing the heartbeat at the doc the other day was really amazing, makes you realize that its really real!!! Cant wait to find out what we are having, and I made this post long just on the notion that it may take me another month before I can get back on here to post again.........lol! Till next time....
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